Double-Edged Sword

Everything I write about deals with self because I believe that if you know how to treat yourself you’ll take on the habit of treating others the same, but emotions get in the way of this at times. If people have done us wrong, made us feel some type of way, or have taken us out of our character it becomes hard for the self to forget those actions placed upon us. Sometimes they will be impossible to forget, which is fine, but it is imperative that we forgive those who have wronged us knowingly or unknowingly, I say this because the built up anger, sorrow or neglect you feel may be playing a part in other areas of your life without you even knowing it. Most of the time we think we are strong enough to just move on from situations without a care, which sometimes we can, but after you’ve done that so many times something is bound to go wrong. You can still be strong and feel hurt, you can still be strong and release your emotions in a mature manner, you can still be strong and forgive those who have wronged you, because afterwards you’ll realize that it was all for the betterment of you. Sometimes we don’t notice it, but the wrongful acts conflicted on us become us if the cycle isn’t broken, and the only way to break the cycle is to deal with it head on. This week I challenge everyone to really think about their issues and where they’ve stemmed from, and to take it upon themselves to deal with them head, not everyone will say sorry to you for the things they’ve done to you, but it is up to you to forgive them with or without an apology. 

TWISTED THOUGHTS

When two souls intertwine they pour into each other like fine wine.

Their bonds can never be matched, even if one leaves they’ll still be attached.  

Soul ties can never be broken, only shaken up by the words that are never spoken which leads to feelings of overbearing emotions. 

But the soul knows more than what you see or hear and doesn’t act from a place of fear. 

But you have to know your soul in order to make a tie, if you don’t, it will be hard for you to distinguish between the lies.

If its not a soul tie then I don’t want it, now a days people get in relationships just to flaunt it.  

Labeling themselves as “relationship goals” but never feeding into each others souls. 

Feeding into my soul is the only goal, I don’t want anyone who only feeds into my pockets because money folds. 

Solitude

Solitude teaches you more about yourself than you would think. Often times we are around several individuals with different energies than ours and before we know it our energies and vibes have collided to make one collective. If you aren’t fully aware of what is going on you’ll start to become dependent on that energy and do anything to be apart of it. Separation and solitude from people is necessary for the individual to thrive, you are not like everyone else, you energy isn’t like anyone else’s, nor is the way you think. As a collective, we have started to become dependent on other people’s energies and “vibes” as opposed to our own. I believe that several of us have lost ourselves and our destined paths in the midst of this. This week I want to challenge you to be in solitude; with yourself, thoughts and actions. You’ll find out who you really are and where you’re supposed to be when you actually enjoy yourself before you try to enjoy someone else.

TWISTED THOUGHTS

Fake love is a drug that the masses get addicted to. Fixated on physical features and curves that would make a man want to marry you. 

Never worried about what her soul looks like, only worried about what that ass and her throat feels like. 

I’m sorry if I’ve offended you with my brains as well as my physical features. But all that big dick shit is weak cause, 

a real woman wants a man as strong as his dick. Who can taste his soul without even taking a lick. Who can ride his vibrations without a battery, who doesn’t need attention or pumped up flattery. 

But fake love only recognizes fake love, if I ever seen you walking down the streetI wouldn’t even know who you was. 

Maintenance

The key to living a fruitful life is maintenance; whether that be maintaining healthy relationships, maintaining your spiritually or maintaining your finances, maintenance is always key. In the same way a farmer maintains and waters his crops we have to treat our lives, the people in our lives and our blessings in the same manner. Everything that we obtain should hold some sort value to us in order for us to maintain it properly. For a farmer he knows that he must maintain his crops in order to make his living, therefore he sees value in what he does so he will always appreciate and care for it no matter the circumstances. If at any point you realize that you cannot maintain something properly you must get rid of it in order to receive more. The fruits that we bear should be fruitful to us, when we start to notice that the fruits that we are bearing are becoming rotten over time we must get rid of the seeds and plant new ones. 

TWISTED THOUGHTS

I keep my grass cut low because I know that’s where the snakes reside, but you showed up in a different form and bated me into a lie. 

I can respect the snakes because they show up as themself, but you showed up in a form of “help”. 

Letting all my guards down thinking that you would be sticking around, only to find out that you only do things for the clout. In the back of my mind I had my doubts, but my heart still wanted to feel you out. 

See my heart bears no judgement but my mind does, I’ll never be able to understand a person who lies just because. 

The scariest part of this world is knowing that there’s people who can morph into any form, a snake in disguise, wooing me with all its charm. 

But the snakes always reveal themselves because they have to shed their skin, which in turn sheds the form they were in. 

Now I see you for you and I can’t seem to blame you, if I was a snake I’d morph into anything to be next to me too. 

Wants vs. Needs

We as people tend to want a lot of things throughout our lives, whether they are things we know we can obtain or outlandish wants that we know we’ll never get in life. The problem with wanting things comes in to play where your “needs” are being overshadowed by your “wants”, your wants become your main focus and you forget who you are, which in turn leads you to forget about what you actually need. Your needs and your wants can manifest simultaneously, but if you don’t know yourself enough to know what you need in life you’ll only be manifesting your wants. When your wants are the only thing your trying to manifest, they become your sole focus in life and most the time our wants aren’t necessities to us because when we get them we don’t know how to handle them properly. If you haven’t noticed already, the things that we need in our life we handle with care because they are beneficial to us, we know their worth. 9 times out of 10 the things we want aren’t going to benefit us in our current lives so we wouldn’t be able to handle them with the care they need/deserve. Your wants can and will turn into your needs when you are ready to handle them with care, until then figure out what you need and value it, the more you learn about value and the things that are beneficial to you the more blessings you can take on.