LOST & FOUND

I found love in the midst of finding myself. 

I found happiness in the midst of gaining mental wealth. The kind of wealth that last through generations, the kind that doesn’t fold nor is imitation. 

The kind that I’ll be able to pass onto my kids without limitations. 

I found stableness in the midst of moving around, I realized that what holds me up isn’t the ground, but the sureness in myself that I have found. 

It’s the thoughts that run through my head, it’s also the words by others that are left unsaid. 

I found that what I think of myself is what’s the most important and the genuine connections I’ve made without forcing it. It’s the loved ones that I keep around, the ones that see no other choice but to hold me down.

In the midst of finding myself, I found love. The love that I always needed, love that was so strong that it was there for me all along. 

I just had to find myself so that I could see, that LOVE had always been apart of my destiny. 

LIFE AFTER SELF

The road to self discovery, self acceptance and self love is very lonely, so lonely that you may begin to get used to the feeling of being alone. One may begin to feel comfort in being alone which is why I believe that this is one of the hardest phases to get out of after discovering yourself, it’s hard to get back into the groove of allowing other people and things into your life. At the same time, it is important that you do allow people and things back into your life after you’ve discovered who you are because 9 times out of 10 they are meant for you, they are either your blessings after your long road of self discovery or your testaments to know that you’ve truly discovered who you are. Either way it goes, it is pivotal that you allow and accept love, help and compassion from others after taking time to yourself instead of being closed off and stuck in “self mode”. It is okay to be open, it is okay to allow others to love you, and it is okay to allow others to get to know you. You never know what your impact is on someone else’s life, sometimes you may be their inspiration or motivation to discover themselves, if you stay closed off you’ll only defeat the purpose of self discovery. Share your knowledge, share your truths and share your self love so that others may be able learn from you and discover themselves too. 

RESET.

Take time when it’s needed and even when it’s not needed. Your mind and body communicate with you on many levels. The difference between the two is that your body will eventually shut down on its own if it is drained, but the mind will run rampant as long as you allow it to. This is why it’s important to be in tune with your mind and your spirit, you have to know yourself enough to know when it’s time to allow yourself to breathe, reflect and reset. Often times we clog our minds with all the unnecessary things we retain over time and never allow it time to reset so that we can make room for new information. Just like our bodies get rid of waste and impurities involuntarily, we have voluntarily to do the same with our minds. Your mind is your strongest asset, treat it like you would treat your body. Your physical look is definitely the first impression, but your mind is what allows people to be intrigued by you, it keeps the attention. It is up to you to treat it right. 

MIND SET.

I choose to keep my life a mystery because I know it’ll be more accurate when I tell people about MY history. 

I choose to keep myself grounded instead of afloat, I never found comfort in basing my life on “hope”. 

I choose to move in silence because silence has always been the best noise to me.

I choose to express myself when I feel emotions because it allows me to understand me. 

I choose to remove myself from things and people without remorse because i know that in the end I’ll be the only one who took this course. 

I choose to love hard because love doesn’t come easy, I never understood how people could just love “freely”. 

I choose the people I associate with carefully because I know that energy is something that should be given sparingly.

In the end, I chose you because with all the things I choose you still find a way to choose me, while still choosing you too.