TWISTED THOUGHTS

Have I met you before? Because I feel like your presence is getting more and more familiar.. 

I think my heart and my soul has met you before so it leads to my body wanting more. Intrigued by your existence as if God didn’t leave anything missin’.

Wanting to see and feel more of you and slowly revealing all my darkest secrets but as if you already knew.

Brushing off all my flaws an imperfections as if it was God’s beautiful way of teaching me a lesson. 

Subtly making me forget everything from my past because I know that our love will outlast. 

You’ve shown me depths of myself that I never knew existed, my heart and my soul must know you because they surrendered to you even when my mind resisted. 

I may not have remembered your face but your heart and your soul is something that could never be replaced. 

I remember you... 

By Example

The lessons and paths that we take are not just for us, they are to be exuded through how we live and how we speak. We either become what we’ve learned or we learn not become something, there is no in between. We are the living examples for the next generation to come, the children that surround you. They listen, they imitate, and they admire you whether you know it or not. We have to start looking at ourselves as the elders now in order for us to actually assume that role later in life. The examples that you set now will stick with them for a lifetime, we are no longer the children, we are the adults that are being watched in so many ways. With so much corruption and ill intent out in the world, the kids have to rely on us for the answers on which paths to take and not to take. Invest in being an example with the chances that it’ll make someone’s life better than your own. Life is supposed to get better with time and with each generation, but if the generation before yours didn’t learn or lead by example you have no guidance, you’ll only have examples of what not to do, which leads you to figuring out what’s right by yourself. Lead by example and learn by example so that the next generation can do the same. 

Reciprocation

I believe that our souls are energy in a life form and that they are either high vibrational or low vibrational, either way it goes they have a set vibration. In order for us to maintain our vibrations we must nourish our souls with the things and people that satisfy them, in the same manner we must give our energies to the people who are worthy of them for our satisfaction as well. This is what I call high frequency reciprocation. Reciprocation isn’t always about what someone is giving to you, more importantly, it’s about what you are giving. Energy can never be destroyed, therefore it’ll always find its way back to its rightful owner because it belongs to them, this is why I say that reciprocation has more to do with the person giving off the energy rather than the receiver. You’ll never be able to get the exact energy you want from people that aren’t for you, it’s impossible, but you can give off the energy you want for yourself to others until you find a true soul connection, that way it has the ability to come back to you. When your soul is mature enough it’ll attract your true soul connection and there will be continuous high frequency reciprocation between the two, your energy will be their energy and your vibrations will be their vibrations. Harboring your energy because you feel as though others don’t “deserve” it disservice’s you more than anything because you’re not allowing it the room it needs to grow which then leads you to having an immature soul. The soul is a living thing, treat it as such so it can grow and find the other soul it needs to vibrate at a high frequency. 

Patience

Patience is the most precious thing known to man. Patience teaches you more about the climb than the view from the top, it allows one to fully understand each situation they are placed in and can be the main reason they are able to get out of situations. Often times we try to put matters into our own hands and make impulsive decisions that we believe are right for us at a certain time in our lives, but when you act off of impulse you aren’t able to make comprehensive decisions, you’re only acting for now and not for later. Patience teaches us to live in the moment while still setting ourselves up for our futures. When we make impulsive decisions it sets us off our divine paths which then leads to us having to take time to get ourselves back together and aligned with our purposes, when in reality we could of just took time from the beginning to make a more purposeful decision. I’m not sure if you have noticed but when you are in-tune with yourself you can feel when things are off or if your energy isn’t right, 9 times out of 10 it’s because of a choice that you made out of impulse or uncomprehendingly. With patience these mistakes become null, you’re able to trust yourself more and trust that whatever is for you WILL be for you. If you truly believe that you are a good person only good things will come your way, we invite the unwanted things into our lives through the impulsive decisions we make and not trusting that what’s meant for us will be for us. Think carefully about the choices you make, take your time when making a decision and trust yourself. Allow yourself room to grow and learn, you cannot be patient with others or have any type of expectations if you cannot be patient with yourself. Patience, ironically, is learned throughout life, you have to actually be patient with yourself first in order to have patience.